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<rdf:RDF xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:default="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:admin="http://webns.net/mvcb/" xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><default:channel xmlns="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:admin="http://webns.net/mvcb/" xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/" rdf:about="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/"><title>youxwantxromance</title><link>http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/</link><description></description><dc:language xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/">en-UK</dc:language><admin:generatorAgent xmlns:admin="http://webns.net/mvcb/" xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" rdf:resource="http://www.blog.co.uk"/><sy:updatePeriod xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/">hourly</sy:updatePeriod><sy:updateFrequency xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/">8</sy:updateFrequency><sy:updateBase xmlns:sy="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/syndication/">2000-01-01T12:00+00:00</sy:updateBase><image><title>youxwantxromance</title><link>http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/</link><url>http://data5.blog.de/design/preview/f3/42382dac97a773d55631b57011e80f_160x200.jpg</url></image><items><rdf:Seq><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/22/what_s_wrong_with_me/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/19/life_is_but_a_dream/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/13/thisheartbreak/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/09/fuck_you_4/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/09/fuck_you_3/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/03/how_we_are_night/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/18/oh_mama_let_me_go/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/14/i_m_teh_worse_kindof_jealous/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/06/o_o_1/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/04/slit_our_wrists_again/"/><rdf:li rdf:resource="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/01/i_ll_cry_this_blood_for_yoo/"/></rdf:Seq></items></default:channel><default:item xmlns:default="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" rdf:about="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/22/what_s_wrong_with_me/"><default:title>What's wrong with me?</default:title><default:link>http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/22/what_s_wrong_with_me/</default:link><dc:date xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/">2005-07-22T20:29:29+02:00</dc:date><default:description>	&lt;p&gt;I bought a domain name the other day for my website. It was really cheap, which is good.&lt;br&gt;
I really should go take some more photographs. I'm sure I'll get a few tomorrow at Pride. I need to sort the band photography.&lt;br&gt;
x x
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/22/what_s_wrong_with_me/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>I bought a domain name the other day for my website. It was really cheap, which is good.<br>
I really should go take some more photographs. I'm sure I'll get a few tomorrow at Pride. I need to sort the band photography.<br>
x x
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<p> <small> <a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/22/what_s_wrong_with_me/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>]]></content:encoded></default:item><default:item xmlns:default="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" rdf:about="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/19/life_is_but_a_dream/"><default:title>Life Is But A Dream</default:title><default:link>http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/19/life_is_but_a_dream/</default:link><dc:date xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/">2005-07-19T20:16:30+02:00</dc:date><default:description>	&lt;p&gt;More news. I've just been asked to take promo shots for band in Derby. Life is but a dream. I really do appreciate the interest. More to come on this. x x
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/19/life_is_but_a_dream/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>More news. I've just been asked to take promo shots for band in Derby. Life is but a dream. I really do appreciate the interest. More to come on this. x x
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I'm proud to announce that my personal portfolio website is up and running. YaY. I'm very determinded at the moment. So please feel free to check me:  &lt;a href="http://www.thisheartbreak.tk"&gt;http://www.thisheartbreak.tk&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;
I just agreed to do the photography for a band in Nottingham. I know that I lack the confidence and the experience, but I think that this is the way we build. I'm quite excited. I just need to try my best to be confident. I may take a friend with me. I'm looking forward to this project though.&lt;br&gt;
It's been rather hot recently. I may sunbathe.&lt;br&gt;
x x
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/07/13/thisheartbreak/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>Mood Happy (:<br>
I'm proud to announce that my personal portfolio website is up and running. YaY. I'm very determinded at the moment. So please feel free to check me:  <a href="http://www.thisheartbreak.tk">http://www.thisheartbreak.tk</a><br>
I just agreed to do the photography for a band in Nottingham. I know that I lack the confidence and the experience, but I think that this is the way we build. I'm quite excited. I just need to try my best to be confident. I may take a friend with me. I'm looking forward to this project though.<br>
It's been rather hot recently. I may sunbathe.<br>
x x
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&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/09/fuck_you_4/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>I've just been denied an apple. What is the world coming to?
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<p> <small> <a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/09/fuck_you_4/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>]]></content:encoded></default:item><default:item xmlns:default="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" rdf:about="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/09/fuck_you_3/"><default:title>fuck you</default:title><default:link>http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/09/fuck_you_3/</default:link><dc:date xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/">2005-06-09T18:23:11+02:00</dc:date><default:description>	&lt;p&gt;I've just been denied an apple. What is the world coming to?
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/09/fuck_you_3/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>I've just been denied an apple. What is the world coming to?
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&lt;strong&gt;Listening to&lt;/strong&gt; Mylo - Need You Tonite&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I could cry myself to sleep, I am that dramatic. I don't know what to do. What do you do when the one that you love doesn't trust you? Doesn't believe. I could tell you what I want to do, but I am not in the mood.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Stop Playing With My Heart.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Why don't you believe me, Jolie? Why don't you?&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I'll be back.&lt;br&gt;
OVER AND OUT. &lt;3
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/06/03/how_we_are_night/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p><strong>Mood</strong> Fed up, confused<br>
<strong>Listening to</strong> Mylo - Need You Tonite</p>
	<p>I could cry myself to sleep, I am that dramatic. I don't know what to do. What do you do when the one that you love doesn't trust you? Doesn't believe. I could tell you what I want to do, but I am not in the mood.</p>
	<p>Stop Playing With My Heart.</p>
	<p>Why don't you believe me, Jolie? Why don't you?</p>
	<p>I'll be back.<br>
OVER AND OUT. <3
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Journal Entry: Wed May 18, 2005, 1:36 PM&lt;br&gt;
Mood: Kindof tired.&lt;br&gt;
Listening to: Nothing.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I haven't taken any new photos. I think that I really should go out.&lt;br&gt;
I have an exam on friday, I suppose I should revise...maybe it's important.&lt;br&gt;
I guess I have other things on my mind that really don't concern art. Things like love, life &amp; choices. What choices do I have here? It's a long shot, will it work out? I think it should as I was told if I really want it to, it shall. So I think it should.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;AND NOTE THIS&lt;br&gt;
And do you want romance? 'Cause I feel like giving my heart away again. * Hug Liberation Points™ * Jolie ish teh sex.&lt;3&lt;br&gt;
THANK YOU /endofnote&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I have however written many a love song. I think that I perhaps might post. I like them, they're catchy &amp; all for teh one that I love. Oh, let me go out &amp; find teh one that I love &amp; who loves me.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;LauR.&lt;3&lt;br&gt;
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/18/oh_mama_let_me_go/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>Oh, mama let me go.<br>
Journal Entry: Wed May 18, 2005, 1:36 PM<br>
Mood: Kindof tired.<br>
Listening to: Nothing.</p>
	<p>I haven't taken any new photos. I think that I really should go out.<br>
I have an exam on friday, I suppose I should revise...maybe it's important.<br>
I guess I have other things on my mind that really don't concern art. Things like love, life & choices. What choices do I have here? It's a long shot, will it work out? I think it should as I was told if I really want it to, it shall. So I think it should.</p>
	<p>AND NOTE THIS<br>
And do you want romance? 'Cause I feel like giving my heart away again. * Hug Liberation Points™ * Jolie ish teh sex.<3<br>
THANK YOU /endofnote</p>
	<p>I have however written many a love song. I think that I perhaps might post. I like them, they're catchy & all for teh one that I love. Oh, let me go out & find teh one that I love & who loves me.</p>
	<p>LauR.<3<br>
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	&lt;p&gt;Ish it a bad thing if teh one yoo want thinks your younger brother ish hot? I'm teh worse kindof jealous. Do I doubt what Jolie says ish true? I don't know what to believe anymore. I guess it ish complex &amp; I don't know what to do...Oo will I ever be just content with what I have? &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;It was teh prom last thursday &amp; I didn't win prom queen, I could cry. Give me some memories pwease.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I'm feeling rather fed up with things, bah. I need new friends, I'm unhappy with teh ones I have. They'd rather drink, smoke &amp; do drugs than anything else, what a waste. It makes me sick, I hate that. I'll have to get out more &amp; make new friends.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/14/i_m_teh_worse_kindof_jealous/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>Mood: Kindof Fed Up. Listening to: Nothing.</p>
	<p>Ish it a bad thing if teh one yoo want thinks your younger brother ish hot? I'm teh worse kindof jealous. Do I doubt what Jolie says ish true? I don't know what to believe anymore. I guess it ish complex & I don't know what to do...Oo will I ever be just content with what I have? </p>
	<p>It was teh prom last thursday & I didn't win prom queen, I could cry. Give me some memories pwease.</p>
	<p>I'm feeling rather fed up with things, bah. I need new friends, I'm unhappy with teh ones I have. They'd rather drink, smoke & do drugs than anything else, what a waste. It makes me sick, I hate that. I'll have to get out more & make new friends.
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I don't really have anything grand to write about. I kindof don't know what I want and I guess I never really will 'cause that's how this story goes, like every other story of a teenage girl...Oo I like that.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Let's start something now; Mood: Nervous Listening to: Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;i&gt;I lie for only you&lt;br&gt;
And I lie well...&lt;br&gt;
Hallelu...&lt;/i&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;What do I want? Nothing new now, I don't know.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I'll be back.&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/06/o_o_1/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>Let's talk about teh days of Download Fest. and remember that party? When...and...yeah!<br>
I don't really have anything grand to write about. I kindof don't know what I want and I guess I never really will 'cause that's how this story goes, like every other story of a teenage girl...Oo I like that.</p>
	<p>Let's start something now; Mood: Nervous Listening to: Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows</p>
	<p><i>I lie for only you<br>
And I lie well...<br>
Hallelu...</i></p>
	<p>What do I want? Nothing new now, I don't know.</p>
	<p>I'll be back.</p>
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Actually I'm kindof feeling unwanted, I don't know...maybe I'm thinking too much into things. I need something to do to take my mind off of things, I guess I won't feel so sad anymore...I hope.&lt;br&gt;
I think that I should go back to writing stupid love songs that way I can at least pretend to be happy, but secretly I cry alone in my room most nights... que drama. Perhaps I should just try to enjoy myself as I very much doubt I'll get a second life.&lt;br&gt;
Something has changed thought. I want things to go back to how they were before when I was in a good mood. I have to ruin everything and now I don't think I can get that back, no. *tear*&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I think I shall come back to rant some more, yus.
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&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/04/slit_our_wrists_again/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>I'm kindof feeling better, I just have low-self-esteem.<br>
Actually I'm kindof feeling unwanted, I don't know...maybe I'm thinking too much into things. I need something to do to take my mind off of things, I guess I won't feel so sad anymore...I hope.<br>
I think that I should go back to writing stupid love songs that way I can at least pretend to be happy, but secretly I cry alone in my room most nights... que drama. Perhaps I should just try to enjoy myself as I very much doubt I'll get a second life.<br>
Something has changed thought. I want things to go back to how they were before when I was in a good mood. I have to ruin everything and now I don't think I can get that back, no. *tear*</p>
	<p>I think I shall come back to rant some more, yus.
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<p> <small> <a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/04/slit_our_wrists_again/#comments">Comments</a> </small> </p>]]></content:encoded></default:item><default:item xmlns:default="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/" xmlns:rdf="http://www.w3.org/1999/02/22-rdf-syntax-ns#" xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/" xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/" rdf:about="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/01/i_ll_cry_this_blood_for_yoo/"><default:title>I'll cry this blood for yoo.</default:title><default:link>http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/01/i_ll_cry_this_blood_for_yoo/</default:link><dc:date xmlns:dc="http://purl.org/dc/elements/1.1/">2005-05-01T20:06:05+02:00</dc:date><default:description>	&lt;p&gt;Ooo I'm feeling quite &lt;img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"&gt; @ teh mo'. I was thinking that I can't win, things won't work out...it seems like a waste. I guess I'm too sensitive...meh. Nothing matters...my realisation: in teh end it doesn't matter, nothing. I guess I'm being silly, rambling on into melochollyness...like it makes sense. &lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;*DOES ANYTHING MATTER?*&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I'm thinking that now I'm not liked...as I'm annoying. Pathetic.&lt;br&gt;
Maybe I'll sit and cry, wow melodrama! I'm trying not to make things so obvious, so I guess it's rambling of some sort.&lt;br&gt;
I doubt that anyone wants to listen. I doubt that anyone understands.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;I am so bored that I could cry and my head hurts, great.&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;&lt;strong&gt;And you wonder why my heart, it breaks for yoo. [K i L L  M E  Q u i c k l y]&lt;/strong&gt;&lt;/p&gt;
	&lt;p&gt;Sorry to waste your time...&lt;/p&gt;
&lt;p&gt; &lt;small&gt; &lt;a href="http://youxwantxromance.blog.co.uk/2005/05/01/i_ll_cry_this_blood_for_yoo/#comments"&gt;Comments&lt;/a&gt; &lt;/small&gt; &lt;/p&gt;</default:description><content:encoded xmlns:content="http://purl.org/rss/1.0/modules/content/"><![CDATA[	<p>Ooo I'm feeling quite <img src="/img/smilies/icon_sad.gif" alt=":(" class="middle" border="0"> @ teh mo'. I was thinking that I can't win, things won't work out...it seems like a waste. I guess I'm too sensitive...meh. Nothing matters...my realisation: in teh end it doesn't matter, nothing. I guess I'm being silly, rambling on into melochollyness...like it makes sense. </p>
	<p><strong>*DOES ANYTHING MATTER?*</strong></p>
	<p>I'm thinking that now I'm not liked...as I'm annoying. Pathetic.<br>
Maybe I'll sit and cry, wow melodrama! I'm trying not to make things so obvious, so I guess it's rambling of some sort.<br>
I doubt that anyone wants to listen. I doubt that anyone understands.</p>
	<p>I am so bored that I could cry and my head hurts, great.</p>
	<p><strong>And you wonder why my heart, it breaks for yoo. [K i L L  M E  Q u i c k l y]</strong></p>
	<p>Sorry to waste your time...</p>
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