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What's wrong with me?

2005-07-22T20:29:29+02:00

I bought a domain name the other day for my website. It was really cheap, which is good.
I really should go take some more photographs. I'm sure I'll get a few tomorrow at Pride. I need to sort the band photography.
x x

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Life Is But A Dream

2005-07-19T20:16:30+02:00

More news. I've just been asked to take promo shots for band in Derby. Life is but a dream. I really do appreciate the interest. More to come on this. x x

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thisheartbreak

2005-07-13T21:27:56+02:00

Mood Happy (:
I'm proud to announce that my personal portfolio website is up and running. YaY. I'm very determinded at the moment. So please feel free to check me: http://www.thisheartbreak.tk
I just agreed to do the photography for a band in Nottingham. I know that I lack the confidence and the experience, but I think that this is the way we build. I'm quite excited. I just need to try my best to be confident. I may take a friend with me. I'm looking forward to this project though.
It's been rather hot recently. I may sunbathe.
x x

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fuck you

2005-06-09T18:24:17+02:00

I've just been denied an apple. What is the world coming to?

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fuck you

2005-06-09T18:23:11+02:00

I've just been denied an apple. What is the world coming to?

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How We Are @ Night

2005-06-03T15:29:32+02:00

Mood Fed up, confused
Listening to Mylo - Need You Tonite

I could cry myself to sleep, I am that dramatic. I don't know what to do. What do you do when the one that you love doesn't trust you? Doesn't believe. I could tell you what I want to do, but I am not in the mood.

Stop Playing With My Heart.

Why don't you believe me, Jolie? Why don't you?

I'll be back.
OVER AND OUT. <3

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Oh, mama let me go.

2005-05-18T22:43:13+02:00

Oh, mama let me go.
Journal Entry: Wed May 18, 2005, 1:36 PM
Mood: Kindof tired.
Listening to: Nothing.

I haven't taken any new photos. I think that I really should go out.
I have an exam on friday, I suppose I should revise...maybe it's important.
I guess I have other things on my mind that really don't concern art. Things like love, life & choices. What choices do I have here? It's a long shot, will it work out? I think it should as I was told if I really want it to, it shall. So I think it should.

AND NOTE THIS
And do you want romance? 'Cause I feel like giving my heart away again. * Hug Liberation Points™ * Jolie ish teh sex.<3
THANK YOU /endofnote

I have however written many a love song. I think that I perhaps might post. I like them, they're catchy & all for teh one that I love. Oh, let me go out & find teh one that I love & who loves me.

LauR.<3
/quote

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I'm teh worse kindof jealous.

2005-05-14T18:25:27+02:00

Mood: Kindof Fed Up. Listening to: Nothing.

Ish it a bad thing if teh one yoo want thinks your younger brother ish hot? I'm teh worse kindof jealous. Do I doubt what Jolie says ish true? I don't know what to believe anymore. I guess it ish complex & I don't know what to do...Oo will I ever be just content with what I have?

It was teh prom last thursday & I didn't win prom queen, I could cry. Give me some memories pwease.

I'm feeling rather fed up with things, bah. I need new friends, I'm unhappy with teh ones I have. They'd rather drink, smoke & do drugs than anything else, what a waste. It makes me sick, I hate that. I'll have to get out more & make new friends.

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o.o;

2005-05-06T16:29:41+02:00

Let's talk about teh days of Download Fest. and remember that party? When...and...yeah!
I don't really have anything grand to write about. I kindof don't know what I want and I guess I never really will 'cause that's how this story goes, like every other story of a teenage girl...Oo I like that.

Let's start something now; Mood: Nervous Listening to: Brand New - The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows

I lie for only you
And I lie well...
Hallelu...

What do I want? Nothing new now, I don't know.

I'll be back.

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Slit Our Wrists Again

2005-05-04T16:49:04+02:00

I'm kindof feeling better, I just have low-self-esteem.
Actually I'm kindof feeling unwanted, I don't know...maybe I'm thinking too much into things. I need something to do to take my mind off of things, I guess I won't feel so sad anymore...I hope.
I think that I should go back to writing stupid love songs that way I can at least pretend to be happy, but secretly I cry alone in my room most nights... que drama. Perhaps I should just try to enjoy myself as I very much doubt I'll get a second life.
Something has changed thought. I want things to go back to how they were before when I was in a good mood. I have to ruin everything and now I don't think I can get that back, no. *tear*

I think I shall come back to rant some more, yus.

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I'll cry this blood for yoo.

2005-05-01T20:06:05+02:00

Ooo I'm feeling quite @ teh mo'. I was thinking that I can't win, things won't work out...it seems like a waste. I guess I'm too sensitive...meh. Nothing matters...my realisation: in teh end it doesn't matter, nothing. I guess I'm being silly, rambling on into melochollyness...like it makes sense.

*DOES ANYTHING MATTER?*

I'm thinking that now I'm not liked...as I'm annoying. Pathetic.
Maybe I'll sit and cry, wow melodrama! I'm trying not to make things so obvious, so I guess it's rambling of some sort.
I doubt that anyone wants to listen. I doubt that anyone understands.

I am so bored that I could cry and my head hurts, great.

And you wonder why my heart, it breaks for yoo. [K i L L M E Q u i c k l y]

Sorry to waste your time...

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